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Saturday, 24 December 2011

besday bunny saye yang jugak x leh sambut tahun ni... T_T

and again...
kite xleh sambut besday sesame.. okay kire fair la tukan..
haha.. 
hhmm... nak buat cam ne.. tahun ni tahun x dek luck ..
so sabo je la..
b...
HAPPY BESDAY SAYANG...:)
love you so much..
 nak nyanyi x dapat,...
so wish pakai email pun boleh la..
 walaupun org dah wish awall 
tapi bia la... nak wish byk2 kali jugakk..
it's our first celebration tapi 2-2 x dapat nak sambut kan b..
naseb la.. tahun depan...
kite sambut hari2 hahha..
x saba nak tunggu b balik..
dah berabuk kowt adiah tu.. ahaha..
and every month b selalu ingt kite nyer couple date kan..
very appreciate dat sayang.. 
even org yang selalu lupe plak..
haha..
hhmmm..
b.. 
love you...
happy besdayy.. b dah tue so sile act mcm org tue okay.. hahha..
jgn nak bebudak sgt... 
org je boleh hahha..
okay b... heppyyyyyyyyyyyy birttthhhdaaayyy sayang...
love you  xoxo...
nahhh amek nehh org joget tok b... 
comel x..heeee~ :p

Tuesday, 29 November 2011

terase



yuuppp agak la tersentap jugak aku dengar bile die bgtau nak balik lagy 3 minggu
happy sesangat..
thennn.........
besok die col balik ckp chif die soh extend, means bulan 2 baru balik..
okay b.. actually rase mcm nak menangis kat citu jugak..
tapi org ckp kat b yg org okay.. x nak b rase serbe salah..
im sorry...

i don't know what else to do,.
so org rase org kene typu b jugak..
org takot b risau je kat sane. da la jauh.
im really2 sorry cause typu b..

actually org X NAK b balik bulan 2!!!
okay la.
x pe la.. nak wat cam mane kan..
kalu dah kene extend..
i still have to accept dat fact , rite?? :')
just take care yourself okay big guy..
i miss you..

 take care b.. 
nite.

Tuesday, 22 November 2011

hey it's my birthday. ;D


hye...
it's my birthday ..... 
and he's not here... :'( sedey kan...
semlam aku tunggu die col... but... hhmm disappointed gile....
die x dekk kat port.... 
then i start to cry.... alone.. 
which means x dek org nampak . nangs nyorok2.
:(
mmg selalu mcm tu pun. 
aku tunggu sampai pukul 3 lebey.. then aku tertido sendiri .
then.......

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.
 guess what????
a miracle happen (dramatik ckit)
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.
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uuuuuuuu~~~~(joget sotong jap..)
DIE TELEPONG! hahha

happy gile2..
-.-" pagy2 pulak .. around 8 am mcm tu...
die tengah keje time tu.
sanggup plak nak naik atas jap coz nak col aku..
heee~~~ thnks b.. i love u.


Love Icons

walaupun x dapt nak celebrate same2.. 
b  nyanyi pun dah cukup...happy sangat2..
org len x wish pun org x kesah dahh... 
lepas b col.. org senyumm jeeee dah mcm kerang busuk... dah la bwu bgun tido hahaXD
mule2 b col .
org ingt sape la pulak col pepagi neh haha.. kaco je org nak tido
dah la b org x dek kat port... 
sebab before b col ade sape tah col first2 tu org x angkat un... mls nak tgok fhone. 
byk kali pulak bunyik... tgok2 b..
waaaaahhhh~~~ hepynyer rase... 
x ngantuk terus...
then update blog terus lepas golek2 sebab x leh tydo balik. hahha..
b
thnk you so much sayang.. 
see you next month.
. kalau b jadi balik...:'(
i miss you so much..muchy. muncho.... paham x byk mane miss to..
byk gilee  gile...gile.. tau x...
cepat!!!! get ur ass home... 
windu nak ketok bepop saye....
pandai plakk kapal tu timing kan.. 
ingtkan die da pegy tah mane2 dah...
sayang kat kapal b.. 
paham2 je.. haha..


i love you ijat....






Saturday, 12 November 2011

lagy nak extend sebulan..-.-"

hmmmm ape nak buat..
terpakse la yekan aje... 
x pe.. sye faham...
b keje...sye x marah ... knpe nak marah... bukan salah b..
walaupun terase cikit.. sabau je la.. 
mule2 excited gile dah nak masok bulan 12.. then b ckp kene extend lagy 1 bulan means balik bulan 1..
what else  can i do rite. 
sye x nak b rase bersalah.. so sye agree je la ..
actually sye x nak panjang2 cite.. x pe la.. bukan x kan jumpe pon kan. sye faham .
masing2 dengan kerjaye masing2.. 
anty sye pulak byk keje time b ade darat..
huh...
but u know what..
i really am missing u..
time b ajok ckp sye yg sye ckp sye windu b.. 
sye rase mcm b pasang cctv plak kat umah neh -.-" 
seriously b mmg betol pun .
sye ckp sowang2 time x dapt col nan b..-.-"
ape b da buat kat sye..?????
i miss u like crazy laaa ijat  gemok!!!!.....
aiihhh.... 
and i always talk to my self to keep  calm..
n i said." kau dah boleh tunggu 4 bulan xkan x leh tambah lagy sebulan"..
everyday ckp mcm tu kat diri sendiri..-.-" 
(dah mcm org gile pun ade.)
n sye jeles tgok org len date,..T_T... i just can't lie to my self anymore...
n yess!! sye selalu nangs tgok pic kite... 
i miss u b... plezz hurry... 


oii..
oiii..
balikkk derahhhh gok!!!





Thursday, 20 October 2011

cute...^ ^








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windu awak lagy....

ALL I WANNA SAY IS


MISS 
YOU!
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 CEPAT LA BALIK!!!!

PENAT LA CKP SOWANG-SOWANG!
X DEK ORANG NAK TEMAN... T.T

B X KESIAN PUN... SEDEYYY....

Saturday, 15 October 2011

miss you again b... im sorry..


b...
sorry byk kali kan kite gado sal mende yg kecik..
-.-" bodonye sye nak marah awk x pasal2.. 
i think it is bcoz i miss you so much.
dah lame kan kite x kua same2,,, 
nape la lame gile b kene pegy.. pastu kene saba ngan perangai sye agy..
i now b penat keje... kene ngan keling lagy... hmm..
actually.. i try not to show all my pain...
tapi b cepat je tau.. kalu sye saket ke ape...
x tau cam ne agy nak sorok..
even kite juz ckp lam fhone.. b tetap bole tau..-.-" (mcm b skodeng plak..)
sye x nak b risau...
lagypun b jauhkan..
sye juz risau b tu je... asyik kene je ngn keling..
sabo ye b.. anty dah balik b kenekan keling2 kat klang plak hehe...
im sorry...
im scared...
i don't noe how to tell u...
i love u so much...




















i wish this is us rite now... >>>>>>>>>>>>>












i miss u....
u always remember our day kan...
T_T thnks b....
u r the coolest boyfrend i ever had..
i miss you so much... 
hurry home sayang...
i always waiting 4 you... 
seriously!!!!....  hehe...
<3...

Thursday, 8 September 2011

5 more month to go.T_T(miss u so bad)


5 bulan lagy....sabo aida sabo..
setakat tunggu org bukan susah pun kan...
hahahahXD(bahagian wat sedap aty T____T)
Ya Allah! byk gile dugaan Kau kat aku,,..
sume uji kesabaran aku...
tapi kdang2 aku x tahan jugak... ..
paling aku x boleh time duk sowang2...
bleh gile sekejap aku...
sume barang aku baling....
dis is me.. aku x suke org tgok aku ngan masalah...
 nak2 time aku nangs.. aku cukup benci org tgok aku menangis... sumpah benci gile...
aku malu!!!
aku nak jadi org yg kuat.. x nak asyik bergantung kat org macam dulu.. sebab suke brgantung kat org la..
aku jdi bengong mcm tuh....
aarrgghhhh
aku da x nak ingt sal hal lame,... pergy mampos la kau...
aku dah ade org len....
awak sorry.. kadang2 die tetibe dtg sye x nak pun,...
sorry sesangat,,, sye try lupe .... n demi Allah sye benci die...
 juz kadang2 je die duk lam pale otak sye neh... tu pun kalu sye ade kat umah,,,
sebenaarnyer mybe sebab rumah tu kowt...
tempat die selalu datang...
i'll try to forget him okayh sayang..
only u all i want
miss u sayang...
dun worry.. sye x penah curang ngan sape2 un sebelom nieh..
n i'll never cheat on u
i miss u b. will always waiting 4 u ...
cepat balik b....
x saba nak jumpe b.. miss u sayang.. 

 everytime i close my eyes , i see u sayang...
i really am missing u...
i could not forget u ...
i love u so damn much..
miss u so bad..Y_Y
 

Friday, 19 August 2011

GOSH!!! bulan 9 ..

T_T x pat cntct awk sebulan..
aiigoo!!! sedeyh gile wakk..
da la time tu cuty pulak.. keje ape pulak la sye nak wat..
law duk umah memerap lam bilik je la keje ... 
bukan ade wat keje ape pun.. bosan2 g gado ngan mama..
kaco adekk.. x nakkk gado ngan dowang!!!!
nak kco awkkk.. aaaarggghhh awkk.. bosan la... aiishh... 
harap2 la. bulan 9 ni cepat abes..... hope sgt2... 
paling best kalu bulan 12 ni cepat. lagy bagus..kan..kan.. 
heee~ miss u ijat gile.. mis u perot boncet sye.. cepat balik...

Sunday, 14 August 2011

raye sowang lagy..

2 thun sye raye sowang2..T_T.. (means without pakwe la..-.-" xkan yg tu pun x tau..) heee sorry.. terover
awakk. mis u mis u.mis u... nak awkk skang...
asal mlm je ingt awk. asal mlm je ingt awk.. haih.. sampai bile ni....
bab tu sye jarang tydo mlm... sye selalu tydo siang... bab law siang sye x nangs depan org
bab org sume bgun.. hihihi..
law mlm sye sowang2 x dekk org tau sye nngs..
dats y la..
tangan awk melecur lagy ehh... hisshh..
sorry mrh awk x tentu pasall.. sye risau tau x..
kan ary tu da ckp x nak parut2 dah...
awk ni ... law sye ade dekat sye ketok2 awk tau x,,
len kali aty2 la ckit....
actually sebelom awk bgtau tu air nes  sye tetibe tumpah 2 kali plak tu... habes work sye,,,-.-"
mesty ade x kene... p sye diamkan je..
tgok2 awk yg x kene tu..
sorry.. sye bukan nak mrh awkk pun.. sye risau.. law dekat x pe la jugak..
ni beribu2 batu jauhnyer..
awkk.. cam ne nak cite ehh.. sye da x tau nak bgtau awk cam ne agy.....
ari ni da 3 bulan kite wak...^ ^... cepat kan mase berlalu...
tapi nape lambat pulak rase awk nak balik ni...
evrytime sye tydoo harap sgt dpt mimpi awk.. kadang2 disappointed gile..
da la x pat coll.. mimpi un x dapt.. hissshhh..
awkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!balik la cepat.... haih..
sye dah jadi budak baek ni..sye x nakal pun. hihihii.. slow2..
n for sure sye x nak jadi bam bam.. -.-"
mmg x dpt la bam bam awk tu...
sye tau sye nak bunny sye balik cepat... 
lov u ijat gile.. heee~~~^ ^

  

Monday, 8 August 2011

seminggu sekali je contact

awkk...
sedeyhnye...T_T
Ya Allah byk gile dugaan Kau kat aku kan..
dulu mcm tu skang mcm ni.. hmmm..
ape salah aku ... nape aku... (shit im. crying)
cite lame x yah cite la.sakitnyer cam ne... yg penting bende tu dah lepas...
aku da x nak lagy ingt sume tu...
i've to move on... sape yg tau tau la...
knpe 6 bulan...
lamenyew wak... ikotkan aty 24 jam nngs je.. haih..
 tapi sye boleh tahan lagy kalu depan orang.. sye x leh nak kawal la law sye sowang2..
shitt!!! i hate people see me crying... siakk toll..
tiap2 minggu tunggu awak col..
dapat ckp pun jadi la wakk..
awk tu jgan la mcm pompuan sgt... haih.. law ade depan sye da ketok2 pale awkk..
laki x bleh nangs2 la wak..
sye je boleh...hehhe..
awkk.. mis u..mis u.. miss u like crazy...
i hope kite tahan lame..:')

da a x dapt pose same.. x dapat raye same.. x dapat sambut besday same2..T___T
sumpah sedeyh gile... 
minggu depan da 3rd anniversary (thnks awk bab ingt tarikh tu,n thnks 4 dat wish walaupun awal.hee~) sye pelupe..sorry...

sye x dapt byangkan bulan 9 ni wakk.. sebuln x dapt cntct awk..
shooottttt  haihh... nak mencarut je keje saye ni kan...
bad gurl!!! ketok2 pale sye nihh..
awak... nak cakp ape lagy ekk.hahhaXD
hmmm..T___T da berbakul2  air mate saye nih. dah boleh wat mandi tuk 6 bulan x campur awk punyer lagy XD
sedeyhhnyew....
cheer me up plezzz... asal col awk mesty sedeyh.. time nak off fhone rase berat gile wakk..
line pulak mcm siak ... haih...
law line tu manusie.. aku nak g sekeh2 pale die..da la x pat jumpe...

pas awk balik ni sye tau sye dapat buli awk dulu.. ... windunyew nak buli awkk..
bebop saye.... windu bebop sye.. cepat la balikk bunny... miss u...
(aku mahu kau tahu- hujan)
owhh btw thnks 4 dat song awk.. mmg kene gile kowt ngan kite.. sedeyh je dgr lagu tu.. makin kuat pulak sye melalak kat cini...T__T
sebenarnyer sye kurang layan HUJAN ribut petir sume ni.. XD
tpi best jugakk...
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lov u...
T_____T

Wednesday, 27 July 2011

23 july 2011..


ari awk tinggal sye...T_T sedeyh gile bile awk kejut sye pagy-pegy semate nak bgtau awk da nak gerakk..
bgun2 je air mate dah melelehh.. sedeyh wakk.. 
dengar pulak awk sore cam tu.. (xpe sye simpan rahsie awkk haha)
awkkk.. balik la cepat... 


hurrmm.. ari first awk g ,then dapt plak col time awk kat bangkok tu .
Ya Allah ! tuhan je tau sye happy cam ne wak.. 
rase nak terjun bagunan 23 tingkat.. bab tu sye gelak x abes2..
sye x tahan happy wak..
ari2 sye tunggu awk col. sye nak col awk x boleh.. T__T
naseb  baik kali ni awk kat thailand je wakk.. law jadik cam ari tu.. walaupun time tu bwu je nak kenal..
sye xtau cam ne leh sangkut kat awk. haha..
sye paling x suke org tinggal2 sye.. 
sye x penah mintak pun.. 
knpe kapall..-.-" 
knpe jauh.. byk gile soalan...
like u said la kan" janji awak sayang sye n sye sayang awk"..
mmg la syg.. tapi 6 bulan wak... mcm2 leh jadikk. sye tkot gile ...
sumpah jeles nak mampos tgok org len.. p sye wat bodo jew..
xkan nak malalak depan org..
sye paling paling benci org nampak sye nangs.. muke cam badut .idung merah...XD
awakkk!!!.. miss u..miss u...


time awk ckp miss u.... sye da x tahan gile nak nngs wak.. cover jew la..
miss u sayang... ari ni 1 ari awk x col sye.. haih.. ape la awk buat..bwu 5 ari awk g..
Ya Allah .. lame lagy wak... rase nak pengsan je 6 bulan..hmmm... saboo jew la.. 
tolong la jgn bg aku duk sowang2.. jiwang plak aku jap g.. haha...
i need my frend... n sorry folks.. sowang pun dah cukup wat aku pening..
cukup la sowang.. aku x nak cari len.(actually aku x penah cari len).. law ni x menjadi gak.. aku give up.. dah mls.. 

sape yg tau cite aku msty fhm.. to yg x tau... x yah la nak try2. ok.. as a fren oke.but as a tut .. jawapan die mmg x la.. haha..
yg kenal aku... mmg aku kua ngan ramai lelaki.. but dowang sume kwan aku.. dowang kenal aku..
mmg aku ramai kwan laki.. aku selese ngan dowang.. bab dowang x kuat gosip.. means x byk dose aku haha
 x dekk la dowang gosip jugak. ape yg aku suke lepak ngan laki is. dowang x mcm pompuan. nak ckp aku tomboy x. tapi mmg dari kecik aku mcm ni.. nak wat cam ne. it's in  my blood. so x yah nak pelik la lau aku kua ngan sape2 un.. lantak aku la.. aku x kco org kan.. 
x yah nak ckp aku curang la ape la.. idup aku..kowang x kenal aku.. aku tau ape aku buat..
boypren aku un tau aku ramai kwn laki.. (aku emo x pasal2 ni knpe pulak haih) ..
law aku kua ngan pompuan yg bwu2 kenal ke yg bukan type aku ke. aku rase awkward je memanjang pastu jap g mule la aku jadi bisu.. law ngan laki suke aty mulot aku je nak maki hamun dowang un.. hahha.. dowang x kesah... ada fhm x ape aku ckp neh... tu je kowt aku nak cite...
to my mister bunny... I LOVE U..
 cepat2 balik yupp.. miss u so damn much.




Friday, 22 July 2011

God! i hate distance...T.T






I DO A LOT OF THINKING

BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP

i play scene in my head.

i practice the things i want to say

i have endless "what IFs"

i make plans for the next day

i think of all the people i miss(especially u)

i think of all the ones i hate

i ask myself a lot of questions.



6 month!!!! 
aaarrggghhhhh!!!!!!!











i miss us sayang... ... miss u like crazy.T.T
i promise... i will wait 4 u.. no matter what happen..:')
plez promise me to take care of your self sayang... 
i miss us... 
i never gonna let u go...
i bound to you.. 
no matter how long it takes i will rite here..
u always make me smile. 


so i will pretend to hug u till u get me.. 
i dun care if people wanna say im crazy.. i dun care!!!,..
i juz want u to be here by my side..:)

love u sayang...<3..^ ^


Tuesday, 12 July 2011

i can wait u forever if i have to

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it



Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever



It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes
Man, I wish that I could stay and I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
And I
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Until that day
There's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it
I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever... 


<3 u honey...:'(

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

hate how much i love u boy (melake..melake..)


[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeah... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

Monday, 4 July 2011

how i feel for him..



Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I've opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us

You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you

So much, so young
I’ve faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure

I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I brace myself, please don’t tear this apart

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to


Suddenly the moment’s here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all
Come this far just to fall, fall


Oh, I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains
And finally found my way
I am bound to you

I am,
Ooh, I am
I’m bound to you

Monday, 20 June 2011

^_^... first date...17 june 2011..



feel kinda awkward at first.. masing-masing malu-malu.. ahahhaha.. klaka la..
but i like it.. i really-really like it..
n 4 the first time jugak... kawan2 aku x bantah ngan keputusan aku.. 
aiishh...first tu cam weird gak la.. 

KETE MANUAL!!!
klaka laa... aiiishh.. hahahaXD... dah la lame gile x drive manual..dah la tinted un x dekk.. mmg nampak muke sebijik-sebijik lam kete.. 
asyik maty je kete tuhh.. due-due x rety bawak.. p men bantai jew...
maluuu weeyyhh.. dah la maty tengah jalan depan mega lak tu.. org sume tngok gelak-gelak.. haha
sumpah rase nak baling je muke lam longkang time tu... ci budak ijat tu pulak bleh plak die buat2 aja.. bajet pandai je.. padahal die un 2x5.. cari kete sewe da 1 hal... hahahha.. klaka la. da la first date... x tau nak wat pe. x tau nak g mane.. x plan pape....
last-last p umah pakcik ijat.. 
borak2 nan dowang.. dowang oke.. fuuhh naseb baik.. dah la baju x proper.. x prepare pape nak jumpe org tue.. rase agak awkward yang tersangat amat... 
jangtung aku mcm nak meletup, 
aiishh..penyakit angau dah mai.... 
kejapp je jumpe.. ahad die terpakse balikk..T_T... sedeyyhh.. rase nak nngs.. tapi saba je.. x nak die nampak aku sedeyh... x suke tunjuk menyerlah sgt la.. (ego ckit)..
die pulak yang menangs ,, hahhahaXD.. x macho langsung pakwe akuh.. menngis pulak..
but i like it.. law 2-2 kuat nngs.. sape nak pujukk.., 
tapi 1 bende yang aku nak confess kat cini.. selame aku bercouple..
ni la couple paling weird penah aku wat.. x penah jumpe tetibe couple.. then first time date.. jangtung mcm nak cabut... ahahha..XD n yang penting dis time aku couple sebab aku nak, bukan sebab die pakse.. heee~ i'm proud of my self.,..
he's already cure my broken heart ^__^ 
 i love u izzad...heeeee~...
 sowii.. gambar x edit...-.-