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Wednesday, 27 July 2011

23 july 2011..


ari awk tinggal sye...T_T sedeyh gile bile awk kejut sye pagy-pegy semate nak bgtau awk da nak gerakk..
bgun2 je air mate dah melelehh.. sedeyh wakk.. 
dengar pulak awk sore cam tu.. (xpe sye simpan rahsie awkk haha)
awkkk.. balik la cepat... 


hurrmm.. ari first awk g ,then dapt plak col time awk kat bangkok tu .
Ya Allah ! tuhan je tau sye happy cam ne wak.. 
rase nak terjun bagunan 23 tingkat.. bab tu sye gelak x abes2..
sye x tahan happy wak..
ari2 sye tunggu awk col. sye nak col awk x boleh.. T__T
naseb  baik kali ni awk kat thailand je wakk.. law jadik cam ari tu.. walaupun time tu bwu je nak kenal..
sye xtau cam ne leh sangkut kat awk. haha..
sye paling x suke org tinggal2 sye.. 
sye x penah mintak pun.. 
knpe kapall..-.-" 
knpe jauh.. byk gile soalan...
like u said la kan" janji awak sayang sye n sye sayang awk"..
mmg la syg.. tapi 6 bulan wak... mcm2 leh jadikk. sye tkot gile ...
sumpah jeles nak mampos tgok org len.. p sye wat bodo jew..
xkan nak malalak depan org..
sye paling paling benci org nampak sye nangs.. muke cam badut .idung merah...XD
awakkk!!!.. miss u..miss u...


time awk ckp miss u.... sye da x tahan gile nak nngs wak.. cover jew la..
miss u sayang... ari ni 1 ari awk x col sye.. haih.. ape la awk buat..bwu 5 ari awk g..
Ya Allah .. lame lagy wak... rase nak pengsan je 6 bulan..hmmm... saboo jew la.. 
tolong la jgn bg aku duk sowang2.. jiwang plak aku jap g.. haha...
i need my frend... n sorry folks.. sowang pun dah cukup wat aku pening..
cukup la sowang.. aku x nak cari len.(actually aku x penah cari len).. law ni x menjadi gak.. aku give up.. dah mls.. 

sape yg tau cite aku msty fhm.. to yg x tau... x yah la nak try2. ok.. as a fren oke.but as a tut .. jawapan die mmg x la.. haha..
yg kenal aku... mmg aku kua ngan ramai lelaki.. but dowang sume kwan aku.. dowang kenal aku..
mmg aku ramai kwan laki.. aku selese ngan dowang.. bab dowang x kuat gosip.. means x byk dose aku haha
 x dekk la dowang gosip jugak. ape yg aku suke lepak ngan laki is. dowang x mcm pompuan. nak ckp aku tomboy x. tapi mmg dari kecik aku mcm ni.. nak wat cam ne. it's in  my blood. so x yah nak pelik la lau aku kua ngan sape2 un.. lantak aku la.. aku x kco org kan.. 
x yah nak ckp aku curang la ape la.. idup aku..kowang x kenal aku.. aku tau ape aku buat..
boypren aku un tau aku ramai kwn laki.. (aku emo x pasal2 ni knpe pulak haih) ..
law aku kua ngan pompuan yg bwu2 kenal ke yg bukan type aku ke. aku rase awkward je memanjang pastu jap g mule la aku jadi bisu.. law ngan laki suke aty mulot aku je nak maki hamun dowang un.. hahha.. dowang x kesah... ada fhm x ape aku ckp neh... tu je kowt aku nak cite...
to my mister bunny... I LOVE U..
 cepat2 balik yupp.. miss u so damn much.




Friday, 22 July 2011

God! i hate distance...T.T






I DO A LOT OF THINKING

BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP

i play scene in my head.

i practice the things i want to say

i have endless "what IFs"

i make plans for the next day

i think of all the people i miss(especially u)

i think of all the ones i hate

i ask myself a lot of questions.



6 month!!!! 
aaarrggghhhhh!!!!!!!











i miss us sayang... ... miss u like crazy.T.T
i promise... i will wait 4 u.. no matter what happen..:')
plez promise me to take care of your self sayang... 
i miss us... 
i never gonna let u go...
i bound to you.. 
no matter how long it takes i will rite here..
u always make me smile. 


so i will pretend to hug u till u get me.. 
i dun care if people wanna say im crazy.. i dun care!!!,..
i juz want u to be here by my side..:)

love u sayang...<3..^ ^


Tuesday, 12 July 2011

i can wait u forever if i have to

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
Cause I just can't take it



Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever



It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes
Man, I wish that I could stay and I can't lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I wanna come back home to see your face tonight
And I
Cause I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Until that day
There's nothing else that I can do
And I just can't take it
I just can't take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it won't stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever
I can wait forever
I can wait forever... 


<3 u honey...:'(

Wednesday, 6 July 2011

hate how much i love u boy (melake..melake..)


[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeah... Oh...

[Rihanna:]
That's how much I love you (as much as I need you)
That's how much I need you (oh..)
That's how much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...

Monday, 4 July 2011

how i feel for him..



Sweet love, sweet love
Trapped in your love
I've opened up, unsure I can trust
My heart and I were buried in dust
Free me, free us

You’re all I need when I’m holding you tight
If you walk away I will suffer tonight

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to you

So much, so young
I’ve faced on my own
Walls I built up became my home
I’m strong and I’m sure there’s a fire in us
Sweet love, so pure

I catch my breath with just one beating heart
And I brace myself, please don’t tear this apart

I found a man I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can’t you see that I’m bound in chains
I finally found my way
I am bound to you
I am bound to


Suddenly the moment’s here
I embrace my fears
All that I have been carrying all these years
Do I risk it all
Come this far just to fall, fall


Oh, I can trust
And boy, I believe in us
I am terrified to love for the first time
Can you see that I’m bound in chains
And finally found my way
I am bound to you

I am,
Ooh, I am
I’m bound to you